Losing the will…

to live!
While i tend to be over the top, melodramatic type.I seriously have had it.I don’t need to ramble on saying “oh gosh Darn,am so busy,Life’s so hard with twins and a newborn,Blah blah”Everyone knows it is!What gets to me most is well…no point dilly dallying.MIL.Residing with us,advises ad nauseam:(Please please do not differentiate between my boys.they are both mine and i love them to death.One of them is rambunctious and spunky while the other is calm and more reserved.If he choses not to respond,that does not mean HE’S DEAF or a retard(disclaimer:no offense to any deaf or special need people).For crying out loud:HE is Just TWO.
S’s Loving Aunt had pointed about another thing which I had checked out last week.Which now makes me a hysterical mom in the eyes of the paediatrician.Now this.Am so pissed that I wont be surprised to see steam coming out of my ears.
Also WTF is with Mirena? I can’t walk and haven’t stopped spotting for the past month.Blehhhh,Am just sooo sick of it!!Everything..Just want to run away with all three of my boys.
More later!
New baby M is gorgeous.Exclusively breast fed(but am not bragging.Am in disbelief myself).R is not speaking much but makes up by taking closets and drawers apart,and by pulling stuffing out of sofas,jumping from the said sofa and busting open his lip.S is a terror.Some one has a good tip on how to control an unruly,bright child please let me know.
Oh BRAG ALERT!New baby M can turn on his stomach,sucks his thumb(either hand),can lift his head up and weighs more than his brothers at this age(well duh…he was born huge:P)
phew…the tightness in my chest has eased a bit.i think I will be able to sleep after all.